Wool pants

Ja, priznam, šla sem na razprodaje in si kupila par kosov, ki so se mi zdeli zanimivi, a ne dovolj uporabni, da bi za njih plačala polno ceno. Kot recimo te Zarine volnene hlače, ki so mi padle v oči takoj, ko so se pojavile v trgovini, a najprej sem pomislila, da niso za mojo postavo. Načeloma ne nosim ničesar, kar se oprime okoli bokov. To je pravilo, ki se ga držim še iz časov, ko sem imela deset kilogramov več. In tega je že dolgo. Vmes je revolucijo na področju poudarjanja ženske zadnjice naredila najprej J.Lo in potem v še večji meri Kim K. A meni je še vedno neudobno, če moram izpostavljati ta del telesa. Zagotovo ima to nekaj opraviti tudi z opazkami, ki sem jih bila deležna v mladosti. Natanko se spomnim dneva, ko sem, tako kot ponavadi, med predavanji na faksu šla na kosilo k stari mami. Na sebi sem imela oprijete kavbojke in kratko bomber jakno. Od Filozofske fakultete do Trnovega sem šla peš, ko naenkrat za sabo zaslišim: 'A te ni sram, da imaš tako veliko rit.' Najprej sem morala slišano sprocesirati, ker enostavno nisem bila pripravljena na kaj takega. Potem sem skoraj zagotovo zardela in potem me je zagrabila silovita jeza, a rekla nisem nič. Verjetno bi bila manj presenečena, če bi me zabodel z nožem in tudi bolelo bi veliko manj. Te besede so se zarezale v moje možgane za vedno, kljub temu, da jih je izgovoril popolni nezananec, niko i ništa. In od takrat naprej sem zadnjico vedno poskušala skriti z dolgimi puloverji ali jakno zavezano okoli pasu. Presenetilo me je tudi, da so besede prišle iz ust starejšega možaka, blizu sedemdesetih, in ne kakšnega najstnika. Na Valentinovo leta 1992 sva z mojim sedanjim možem uradno postala par. Spomnim se najinega prvega skupnega večera, ko je beseda nanesla tudi na to, kaj bi si zaželela, če bi bilo nebo meja. Moj odgovor je bil: manjšo rit. Brez heca! Take opazke, ki se na prvi pogled zdijo neškodljive, te lahko zaznamujejo za vse življenje, zato je treba resnično pazljivo izbirati besede in se ob kakšnih takih situacijah enostavno zadržati. Zanima me, če bi ta možak vedel, kakšno travmo mi je povzročil, bi vseeno izrekel te besede? Zdaj je konec koncev čisto vseeno, ker je on že zdavnaj pod rušo, jaz pa živim svoje življenje naprej, končno večinoma zadovoljna s svojim telesom. Tako zelo, da sem si upala obleči oprijete volnene hlače, ki poudarijo mojo rit :)

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I'm wearing:

ZARA wool pants, blouse, velvet platform booties and bag

HIGH USE by Claire Campbell blazer (similar on sale HERE)

GANT belt

WEAR WHAT I WEAR here

I’ll admit it, I did go to the sales and I bought a few pieces that I thought were interesting, but not useful enough to pay the full price for them. Like this Zara wool pants that I had my eyes on since the first time I saw them in a store. But my first thought was that they won’t suit me because they will accentuate my behind. Usually I don’t wear anything too tight around my hips, this is the rule I abide ever since I had a few pounds more. And this was a long time ago. In the meantime along came J.Lo proudly showing off her assets and after her even bolder Kim K. But for me it was still uncomfortable to accentuate that part of the body. This probably stems from my college years. I clearly remember the day that I went to lunch to my grandmother’s in between classes during my faculty years. I was walking down the street wearing slim fit jeans and a bomber jacket. All of the sudden I heard a scorned voice saying: ‘You should be ashamed of your big ass.’ At first I wasn’t quiet sure that I’m hearing right. After that I probably blushed, and after that I felt irresistable anger, but I didn’t say anything. I would probably be less shocked if he attcked me with a knife, and that would definitely hurt less. Those words hit me like a ton of bricks even though they came from a nobody. An old man, probably around 70 years old. What was he thinking? Would he say that if he knew how hurtful that was? I don’t know and it doesn’t matter beacuse he’s probably dead right now and I’m finally happy with my own body, so much so that I even put on those hip hugging wool pants :)

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